Saturday, September 24, 2005
haiz... i feel so ... i dont noe... like somethin just aint right... i feel so.... hollow.. like a dark well without its water...... wats missing? wats not there? everything seems fine now.. but wat is it that im not full heartedly unsatisfied with? i dont noe... im hoping someone out there would....
fuad....ur emptiness.. is it still there? or is it gone with the winds? if it is gone, help me get through this......
blow me far away....... wats the point of living a life im just faking? the fake smiles.. the fake laughs.. the fake strength.. the fake 'im fine'.. the fake words of 'somethings in my eye'... the fake happiness... the fake calmness...... the fake hatred.... the fake 'distractions'... the fake friendships....
no one wouldve guessed my life now is a lie...
song of the day:
There's something about the way you looked at me
Think for a moment,
That maybe we were meant to be
Living life seperately
Ain't it strange how things change
And now they wanted, you so desperately
Oh, I cannot ignore it
I could give it in, but I should know better
There's something about the way you looked at me
Ain't it strange how things change
And now they wanted, you so desperately
Yeah you looked and
You said you frustrate me
Like thinking of lines,
In times when you and I were you and me
Took a chance out on the street
May have missed my chance
And chances are you won't be coming back for me
Why can't I ignore it
I could have given in, but I should know better
Cause there's something about the way you looked at me
Ain't it strange how things change
But now they're wanting you so desperately
So desperately
Why can't I ignore it
I could have given in, but I should know better
Cause there's something about the way you looked at me
Ain't it strange that things change
But now they're wanting you so desperately
So desperately
I keep giving in, when I should know better
I keep giving in, when I should know better
So desperately
I want so desperately
bye.. sigh... another day.. another life... another me.........
Jammin at
9:43 PM